Oh Boy Am I nervous!

So today I signed up to do a swap online. I signed up for an embroidery swap through Wild Olive: http://wildolive.blogspot.com/2012/02/first-wild-olive-stitch-swap.html#comment-form I've done several swaps through Punky Moms and one through Craftster but this is my first time doing a swap through a blog! I'm so excited but nervous, what if my stuff sucks? Oh well, I signed up and am going to rock it out!

On another great note, my BFF is now 99% cancer free!!! She's so freakin' awesome and I am so happy for her!!! I love you BFF!!!!

Cancer really is a bitch!

Recently I have come to find out that several people I know are dealing with the bitch called cancer. My BFF is dealing with the boob cancer, and she inspires me every day. My Mom's BFF's husband recently got diagnosed with stomach cancer, and it doesn't look good. Then today I found out that a young (she's 20) co-worker of mine has stage 3 ovarian cancer. WTF?!? What is the point of cancer? And why is getting so many people I care about recently? It also scares me because I wonder who is next... My Mom fought breast cancer and kicked it's ass a few years ago. She caught it early and it responded well to treatment. Now I'm watching so many other people having to fight cancer. It gets me pissed off. Cancer needs to disappear, now. I wish I could buy a ton of these:
http://icallthisart.3dcartstores.com/Cancer-is-Bullshit_p_42.html

The one where I bitch about cancer

Cancer is one of those things that make you question the big guy upstairs. What purpose does cancer have? Why does it exist? Why do freakin' awesome people get it? Have you seen the preview for 50/50?

I can't decide if I should see this or not. I need to know if there is a happy ending. Some of the clips look awesome and I love Seth Rogen. BUT I have a very close friend, one of my two BFF's actually, who is fighting the cancer beast. She's strong and doing well so far but... I am afraid and worried about the fucking "what-if"s So has anyone else heard about this movie? Any opinions?